Do you remember?

Remember when the three of us layed in the grass and drank beer for almost the first time? Our bestfriend was talking while we listened. And we were holding hands and looking at the stars and life was, for a few moments, nearly perfect... '<3

Right now I want to get stoned (or drunk, maybe?) and lie on your chest. We won't have to talk (but we can if you want to). And you'd hug me tight like you did that night, and I'll feel safe and funny and awkward and confused and wanted and happy just like I did then. And I would remember what it feels like to have something to loose, to care for something, to be truly happy, for one more moment...













(Is this how you look at me?)

私は後悔

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Я шкадую, Λυπάμαι, Is oth liom...

И да, Dinge nicht so klappt, wie sie sind angeblich ... Je voudrais que quelqu'un pourrait me dire quoi faire.

โปรดช่วยฉัน

This

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is what I


want


need


miss


desire


wish


dream


long for

...

I think wrong, I don't belong, I don't fit, I don't give a shit.




























Fuck this.

If you knew how much I miss you... Would you contact me?

Easter time

Hm, it kind of worked out...
Or, not really. But kind of. A bit. One thing, at least.
It was... awkward and strange and didn't work out well... But for some reason it gave me a... sparkle. A tiny shine.

I really hope I'll get to do it one more time, I do. I havn't had this feeling for so long...

I wonder

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Would you know that I meant you if you saw this?





















The message is that I miss you. And I've read all of those comics, just because you might read them too. I think of you when I see this picture. You told me about it. Do you remember?

You mean nothing to no one but that's nobodys fault.