Why wont you look at me?

You have no idea how much it hurted me to see you walk in that door. And when she smiled, and waived at me, I hardly knew what to do. But you, you wouldn't even look at me, not there and not at the cinema. That's wat sucked the most. I thought we were friends, but you didn't even smile when you first looked at me.

I secretly hope, of course, that you're imbarresed. That you not really want that. I'm pretty sure it's not true, it's more likely that you don't like me, don't like having me around. But of course, I hope for something different, what else is there to do?